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okay so i was just thinking about school next year
and how much everything is going to change after this
summer is over and done with. and i want to be able
to tell the three people i really care about how i feel.
so thats what i'm gonna do in here:
DENAE
i'm not even exagerating when i say this but i truely
think i would be lost without you. you are my other half
and we pretty much fit together like a puzzle, like best
friends should. we can finish each others sentences, and
understand eachother when no one else can. i'm so glad
we became close because you're the one who keeps the smile
on my face every day. thank you for everything. roomies
next year? we should probably get new jobs. hahaha i love you.<3
LILLIAN
no like forreal, i'm obsessed with you. that's so creepy haha.
but i don't know where i would be in life if i didn't have you
by my side every day. without you and denae, i'd absolutely
despise life. i'm sooo happy you're not going far for school
next year because i would have to go with you. i can't be away
from you for that long, EVER. haha. i know we will be best
friends forever, because i would never let our friendship go.
i love you a lotttttttt. and i'm so glad all of my amazing memories
of highschool are with you.<3
AMANDA
oh boyyyyyy. i don't even know where to begin honestly. we have been
through absolutely EVERYTHING together since 8th grade. you were always
my partner in crime haha. we've had some pretty nasty fights, but it's
only made our friendship stronger. i'm so happy you came to prendie and that
we are graduating together in less than a month. you were there for me
when no one else was and i can't thank you enough. i'm sorry for anything
bad i have ever said about you, and i'm sorry for all the fights. but when
it comes down to the end, i know you'll always be there for me, and i hope
you know i'll always be there for you. i love you! <3
these three gerls mean a lot to me.
and i just want them to know that. [=
keep your bestfriends close at all times.
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[13 May 2007|05:51pm] |
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life is FLYING.
my childhood will be over in less
than a month. crazy.
it's all finally hitting me,
and hitting me hard.
it's time to grow up alexis.
finally.
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[29 Apr 2007|11:34pm] |
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summer is almost in bloom. it finally feels like spring and i'm in life with life for the most part. some things could be better but that's nothing i want to get into right now. prom is fast approaching and i'm ecstatic about it. i've decided i don't want to care about much anymore except for the important things in life that actually do matter. also, i need to start taking my camera every where with me, because my life is a photo album. theres no real words i could use to explain my mood lately. i'm growing up way to fast and i wish life would just take a vacation for awhile, let things slow down. i'm really happy with who i am, but i feel like theres something missing. i hope i find whatever it is soon.
happy spring. [=
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i'm not a normal gerl, i never was.
i'm too nice, i'll have your back even if you
don't have mine, i'll smile when i want to frown.
i'm stubborn, and i think too much.
and most of all, i never really want to change
who i am, at all. as much as i say i do, i don't.
i'm never what people expect and i like being
a mystery to the people who don't know me well.
i'm a book with no title, an unfinished story.
live your life how you should, because one day
you may have regrets you can't fix.
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[26 Mar 2007|10:36pm] |
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"laugh your heart out, dance in the rain,
cherish the moment, ignore the pain,
Live, Laugh, Love
forgive and forget, life's too short to be
living with regrets."
living life happily has taken over me. i didn't really start living and enjoying
my life until sometime over the past month or so. i still have problems with
who i am and what i'm becoming, but even with that i still love my life. i
realize how lucky i am compared to some people around me, and i'm extremely
grateful for everything i have. love has also taken over me. i want to be
swept off my feet, head over heels for someone, but most guys are the same,
and that's something God himself couldn't change. i guess they just need to
start looking a little deeper into other people. i honestly think i'm a wonderful
human being and i have so much to offer to those who give me the chance. i'm
willing to put my heart on the line for someone who promises to put their's
on the line for me. i'm a trustworthy person, and i will not hurt you. i've
been through the teenage heartache and pain, so i wouldn't dare put someone else
through that. everyone deserves a chance, but not everyone gets one, give me one.
i'll prove what i am to the world, and i will mold myself into the person i was
meant to be, and the person i am. no one truely knows who i am, i've hid for so
long, but now it's time for change, and it's my time to change. i hope you can handle it.
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this is going to be a friends only
journal. i had a lot of livejournals before
this one, and it seems that people don't
really respect my personal business so now
i have to hide a lot of it.
so comment to be added.
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